Tuesday, February 15, 2011

No words

Just as I sit here to type, I find I can barely pull my thoughts together.
This is the 2nd month in a row that I haven't been able to detect my LH surge to let me know that I'm ovulating.  I just don't know what to think.  For the last two days I've carried around a lump in my throat--right on the verge of tears.  My emotions are a total wreck.  A part of me feels lost, another part confused.  And all the while I keep hearing this tiny little whisper that says, What if you can't do this?
 

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all."
-- Dale Carnegie

They say things happen for a reason. That is so hard to believe when you can't (for the life of you) think of what that reason is. Just know that we will some way, some how get a baby for our family.

I love you

Kasey

Granny Gay said...

Oh, the hurt I am hearing. I am so sorry. Know that YOU WILL HAVE A BABY, it might not be the way that you and Kasey hoped. Keep on trying until you go to the point you can't do it anymore, then more on to the next road. I watch Darcy and Lance go down the same road you are on, they found a different path that got them where they wanted to go. Christian is such a blessing to all of us, and when Christian realizes where he came he will thank his lucky stars that he landed in his family. Keep on going, you will get to where you want and it will lead to a baby.........

Julie said...

Great words MacFam. I love the quote Kase. Re-reading this makes me cry. Sister, you are so strong, and have amazing willpower, energy, courage, determination, drive, confidence... I could go on. But basically you have the ingredients it takes, and then some, to achieve anything your heart desires. And believe me, when you're holding that baby you will feel like Super Woman, and you will only be inspired to push yourself further. XOX!

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